I am...A Better Man

sorry for the blog break again...just wasnt feelin the need to write on friday..overall a good weekend..i heard this song today..it made me think of things that i have done in relationships and had done to me..what comes around goes around and karma is a bi***...in the end..we all just wanted to be loved and appreciated...it seems so simple..yet complicated at the same time...men are usually simple creatures..but there are always curve balls...as soon as u think u have someone figured out..they pitch u a screw ball and ur struck out...love is ....

definition of: love-noun-1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. 2. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. 3. An intense emotional attachment. in love-verb-1. infused with or feeling deep affection or passion

Love is wonderful..love is ineffable(incapable of being expressed or described in words)..love is sacred..love is irreplaceable...love is life changing...love is unconditional..love is a natural high..love is blind..love is blinding...love is lasting...love is tender..love is healing...love is passionate...love is never wasted..love sees beyond imperfections..love is euphoric and devestating all in one...love is heartbreaking...love is disappointing..love is miserable..love is covetous...love is taken for granted..love is destroyed...love is lost and love is found...love is selfless and love is prideful...love is half empty and half full...love is a roller coaster...love is an oxymoron...

If I Were A Boy lyrics by Beyonce
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

If I were a boy..I would be a better man...I AM..A Better Man...until next time...